I’m feeling a bit Untethered

I’m feeling a bit untethered this Virgo Full Moon. How are you? Are you feeling untethered, too?

In Pisces Season we are prone to feeling scattered, ungrounded, have such vivid dreams, be deeply emotional, and we can easily tap into moments of mysticism, connectedness, and magic if we allow ourselves to happen upon it, or if we know how to flow with our energy.

I’ve been working with my energy for years. I’ve been studying the esoteric: namely astrology, tarot, and energy work for years, and with as much as I know, I still come up feeling at a loss, facing the unknown, feeling unsure of how to move at times

—just like you.

This Full Moon is a total solar eclipse. I take that to mean that while the emotional experience of the Full Moon might typically be intense, this is a bit more intense if you have Gemini, Pisces, or Sagittarius placements prominently, or if you have Virgo placements that you don’t understand (or even secretly judge or hate).

It might be hard to know what your vision is for what you want next, or to feel proud of yourself for what you’ve already been through, lived through, or accomplished. It can feel really heavy in places where you long to feel free, lightness, joy, or ease.

Virgo is a lot of things—finicky, particular, meticulous, critical, discerning, intelligent. Virgo often shines when they can be of service to a person, a community, or a cause, but with the Virgo Full Moon conjunct the South Node in Virgo, anywhere we’re experiencing any stuck karmic energy and old narratives about our worth being tied to our productivity or our lovability hinging on the service or role we provide another are being intensely uprooted.

Shame, guilt, angst, joylessness, and panic are arising in the collective to attempt to dislodge these well-worn narratives from that particular place in your soul.
Your higher self is trying to softly whisper or shout through the chaos you’re experiencing within, “You matter a great deal, just ‘cause. You’re lovable and I love you.”

Your inner child is trying to remind you that before you even knew how to do chores, keep a home tidy, or show up for anyone else there was a particular uniqueness about you. There was a way your energy radiated, a way you listened, a way you were curious, a way you PLAYED that was unlike most others and it drew others to you. Do you remember?

I don’t know what to do with myself, so I’m going to do the things I typically do: read, walk, meditate, watch cartoons, color, write, talk to my guides, listen for answers, and breathe. I’m going to show up to work when it’s time to and not think about it when it’s not time for that. I’m just going to Be.

What will you do?

Curious & rooting for you,

Ayda